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Sep. 5th, 2010 08:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
acampbellHi, all.
I feel badly that I've been absent lately from fandom and from LJ. I still think about SV every day and miss everyone just as often. I miss writing, meta-ing, and connecting. I fear my Muses are on an indefinite hiatus, because every time I think that maybe I could write, I think of what's been done to Clark over the past couple of seasons and grind to a halt. Plus, I've been grappling with personal/family issues which has been laying me low. I go to work, come home, do some yard work and then lie around reading or watching tv. I lack energy, and wish I could be more productive.
I still have a number of SV fics that need to be finished, and I vow to do so--somehow. I'm NOT giving up! Now that autumn is here, I'm hoping for recharged energy--*crosses fingers*
I feel badly that I've been absent lately from fandom and from LJ. I still think about SV every day and miss everyone just as often. I miss writing, meta-ing, and connecting. I fear my Muses are on an indefinite hiatus, because every time I think that maybe I could write, I think of what's been done to Clark over the past couple of seasons and grind to a halt. Plus, I've been grappling with personal/family issues which has been laying me low. I go to work, come home, do some yard work and then lie around reading or watching tv. I lack energy, and wish I could be more productive.
I still have a number of SV fics that need to be finished, and I vow to do so--somehow. I'm NOT giving up! Now that autumn is here, I'm hoping for recharged energy--*crosses fingers*
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Date: 2010-09-06 01:37 am (UTC)The erosion of Clark's character just makes it really, really hard to write the Clex. Luckily, I don't even see past S8 as anything remotely close to Smallville, so I ignore it. I can ONLY deal with so many of Clark and Lex's flaws. Excusing terrorist/douchebag friend!Clark is just too much to ask.
I have a hard time updating my WiPs, too. I'm working on one now that hasn't been updated in a year. And I do feel guilty. I love the story, and I want to work on it. I have it planned straight to the end and a sequel, but time, energy, etc. And you know, towards the end, it's harder because you have the weight of a lot of pages of story to live up to.
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Date: 2011-03-06 04:10 pm (UTC)*sigh* I didn't post a single fic in 2010. I didn't realize it had been quite that long!
can ONLY deal with so many of Clark and Lex's flaws. Excusing terrorist/douchebag friend!Clark is just too much to ask.
It's been rough. But I sure appreciate your continuing friendship and presence.:)
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Date: 2010-09-06 06:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-06 04:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-01-20 06:03 am (UTC)*big hugs*
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Date: 2011-03-06 04:11 pm (UTC)